SPLIT

SOME DAYS THIS PICTURE IS HOW I FEEL. I AM SO SPLIT DOWN THE MIDDLE. ONE SIDE JUST BLACK, WHITE AND VERY MINIMAL WITH HARDLY AND COLOR. THE OTHER SIDE FUN COLOR, RANDOM, ECLECTIC, MESSY. ITS LIKE WHICH ONE AM I GOING TO BE TODAY IN MY DESIGN AND PAINTING. MOST DAYS I CAN'T DECIDE. IT CAN BE REALLY FRUSTRATING BECAUSE I CAN'T DECIDE WHICH WAY I WANT MY HOUSE TO BE OR THE PIECE THAT I AM WORKING ON... IT ALMOST HAS TO BE A PERFECT BALANCE OF BOTH... AND TO BE HONEST... SOME DAYS I DON'T KNOW HOW TO SUCCESSFULLY PUT THEM TOGETHER. I THINK MY DEAL IS THAT I AM TO MUCH OF A PERFECTIONIST. IT COMES IN HANDY WITH MY FURNITURE, BUT NOT WITH MY DECORATING OR ARTWORK. I DON'T KNOW.. SORRY FOR THE RAMBLING, JUST KINDA IN A RUT AT THE MOMENT WITH MY CREATIVITY...